# My parents gave me stability, and I needed that
Created On: 03-21-2024 09:16 pm
Up:: [[My Trauma]]
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After being raped at such a young age, life was full of uncertainty. I remember crying for hours a night because I thought [[The Man]] was coming back - [[Trauma Mold - Hopper]]. And while many elements of my childhood was hard, my parents - [[Mom]] and [[Dad]] - they **never failed** to give me stability, ever. And to that day, they give that to [[Lola]], in which there are many days I feel that she needs that because of me. She has augmented stability in my parents, just as I did.
I needed that stability. I know deep within me that I wouldnāt be here without it. Itās an unwavering feeling. Iām lucky.