# The desire to calm your mind muse Created On: 05-23-2024 12:05 am Up:: [[Thinking (MOC)]] Tags:: #note/evergreen🌲 #thoughtful Topics:: Related:: --- I think people who neurodivergent and or have [[Trauma]] have over active minds, even with that extending to the addition of topics like [[self-criticism]], and substance effects like marijuana because it enables a calmness and, often, a highly please durable sense of calm, and most importantly, without constraint. It is an odd [[Ego Death]] in its own right, as you’re left feeling unbounded by worries or conforming to social norms and more. There’s a pure release in that. However, easy to lose yourself in it and yearn for my moments under that temporary shelter that is true reality. Yet, given that reality is only yours, an argument could be technically acceptable, in a somewhat semantically paradoxical. An example, if a girl when sitting in the chair surrounded in a enclosed room, but could hear rain drops through a speaker system where a microphone looped for a specific period of time and then at some point they got cut off and played back, you wouldn’t know when those active, real, and present sound switched over. And to apply an analogy to that. It’s as if our reality truly limits potential to change its reality, namely, if we’re “cut off” from it.